Purple-Violet

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Flowers

Decorative cake

Juicy grapes

Soft Ice-Cream

Jewel that shines

Shades of purple

Splashed paint heart

Disney castle

Sunset

Sad VS Happy

        People say: think of happy things when you're sad. But in my 15 years of life, moody times always outweigh the happy times. Sometimes, I fail to achieve above 80 for my maths test and I was told to reflect. I tried so freaking hard to pursue the person I like but end up disappointed. Valentines I even made chocolate for him. I'm probably being hated by my classmates for being too smart and "stand out"? Recently, the 'sleepover' has caused quite a bit of problem between me and my parents, conflicts arose. People get mad at me for all sorts of reason. When I'm wrong I get harsh comments. When I'm right I still get harsh comments.If there is so little to be happy about and so much to be sad and angry about, how do we recover from those sad times?

                 During my most depressed days, I cry. But I would think of the people I cherished and the music, manga and anime I loved. The sadness lightens a little by itself. It's not really 'think of happy things' but think of great times spent with the people we care the most. Because they are the ones that make our day. Yesterday, someone managed to make me laugh. Although it's barely a few seconds, it was a wonderful feeling. Thank goodness I have all that I have now-- my family and friends.

Mabel's emotional weather report: Bad

Paint & Sofa

Finally writing something. LOLs! These few days quite tiring because of packing, painting and shifting here and there. My house had a make over. Inviting friends over to see tomorrow. Hope tomorrow turns out to be a good day! Looking forward to it :)

Mabel's emotional weather report: Fine

Sales Job

                    

                  I headed towards the perfect finishing line of my sales job yesterday. I sold 10 roses, the current best record I have and I was the best seller that day. On the streets, under the scorching sun, I was selling roses at each for $10. The unbelievable thing is 8 people were willing to buy from me. Had a very difficult time trying to get people to buy the roses. I guess what was needed is the perseverance and determination. 

                   This job has taught me a lot. First, the constant rejection I was faced with made me numb to rejection. Second, my communication skills and speaking style changed for the better. Third, I could approach people easier.

                   At the end of the day, I wonder how many people have actually stopped for a minute to listen to me and buy a product? The results show Singaporeans are always rushing for time.

Mabel's emotional weather report: Tired

Lost and found diaries

Guess what? I found diary entries that I've written in the past few years. This happened while I was packing my horribly messy shelves. The entries got tears rolling out of my eyes. Read on..

12/05/06

My dad and mum went to the zoo together with me! How rare... But, I think I had lots of fun. Today was my dad's company's family day celebration.  It's one of the few days I could be with my parents outside.  That's why it's a special day. Love to see dad more.

29/08/06

Daddy brought me to a new place today. It is known as a childcare centre. I had to go there because mummy and daddy don't have the time to take care of me. They have to work and that's a valid reason. Hmm... maybe I should attempt to make some new friends.

01/09/06

Oh my goodness, I witnessed a bullying incident! In the childcare centre, a guy from primary 5 was hitting a girl from primary 3 badly. I had to stop this. I can't bear seeing someone being bullied. It reminds me of times people laughed at me, throw paper balls at me, stepped on my feet without reason and neglect me. This feeling of being bullied is scary. In the end, I lacked the courage to do anything. I couldn't help.. I'm sorry.

17/05/07

I woke up in the middle of the night, yawning and sleepy. Why is mum still on the computer? These few days mummy had been addicted to korean drama. Now's half past twelve. I really worry about her health. Hope mummy sleeps early tomorrow.

20/05/07

Mummy is extremely tired after work. She releases her heavy bag onto the chair and sighed heavily. I don't understand why mummy has to exhaust herself like that. I don't like that. Mummy please smile again :)

28/05/07

I flunked my mid-of-year examinations. Daddy seems disappointed. I've never cried because of tests or homework but this time I did. "Why?" , daddy asked. I could only vaguely reply, "I wasn't working hard." Actually, I'm guilty of playing computer games. I'll try harder next time. I'll study real hard! I promise.. Don't want to disappoint daddy again :(

Miss you...

This reminds me of you

I do..

Random~

:)

<3

Because of this

I need you to know

I'll be waiting..

For you to come back :)

Tibits: Finger Rings?

When we place a ring on the left hand we are bringing into and receiving within our bodies and our lives certain qualities that are associated with the particular finger of that hand. When we place a ring on the right hand we are focusing on the creative and dynamic aspect of giving, sharing, creating, the qualities associated with the particular finger.

Index (Jupiter) finger: Leadership, Executive Ability, Self-Esteem, Ambition for Power, Money,   Spiritual/Religious Authority

Middle (Saturn) finger: Responsibility, the Law both Universal and Human, Justice, Sense of Right and Wrong, Self-Analysis

Ring (Apollo) finger: Love of Beauty, Creativity, Expression of self, Relationship with Others

Small (Mercury) finger: Intuition, Communication, Quick Intelligence

Thumb: The Will, Personal and Universal. Self-Assertion

My Dear Family~

                 Families are like fudge - mostly sweet with a few nuts. Since a few months ago, a family* group was established on facebook. Little did I know- this became one important part of my life.

              Have lots of family outings these days! Starting with trip to chinese garden. The first time we planned an outing there, it was raining cats and dogs. Hence, we had to shift to jurong point shopping mall. Well, we did manage a gathering the next time but with fewer people. One of the highlights of all outings was going to Jie Xuan's house. It was a last-minute trip for me. However, it was enjoyable as I got to take a look at the organised arrangement of book shelves, huge collection of DVDs and the state-of-the-art cleaner! ^^

              I guess what bonds our family the most is the communication and understanding. We know our members well. The friendship sets the base for this family. And through this 4,5 months we were in this family, I had a great time on facebook and at the outings. Thank you guys very much. Dedicating this post to our 7 members: Wan Ling(lil sis), Jaslin( 2nd sis), Brielle (daddy) , Darren (uncle), Wei Chin (grandpa), Meng Yang (great grandpa) 

Love you all :D

Mabel's emotional weather report: Everything green~

Housewife?!

           Typical Singaporean auntie life! I have been helping out in food shopping, cooking.. Blah blah blah. Tiring days. Being a housewife is not easy, working & doing housework at the same time is incredible. Mopping the floor with strength I could hardly squeeze out, standing in front of the stove waiting for minutes and smelling the awful stink at the wet market.. Its all hard work~

          Yesterday I was the chef preparing dinner. Totally on my own. Lols. But I did a great job I guess, since the plates were completely cleared. Now, on my way to OG to shop with mum !!~ :D

Mabel's emotional weather report: Glitters! <3

Prom!!

       

        Glamourous, glitter, elegance.. So much to describe the dressing of our fuhua secondary school students that night. It was an awesome night loaded with lots of exciting games! The photos taken were memorable as there were both glam and un-glam photos! LOLs. The food tasted great, especially the mango mousse which melted in my mouth. Hahas..

                 Even though I didn't win the tickets to universal studios, I had lots of fun! And special thanks to my friends for helping with the hell troublesome make-up. Love you guys <3

Mabel's emotional weather report: Bright sunshine

Extraction

                    "This is pressure. This is pain. Pressure don't raise hand. Pain raise left hand!" said the dentist while pressing onto my hand. I gave a slight nod. OMG, the horrible rotten tooth is out! Bloody crap. Full of decay and blood. I saw my own tooth in shock. It was a quick moment. No pain but scary, scared the hell out of me.

                Fortunately, I decided to pluck out my tooth, if not cost of treatment would roll up to be $1200... This entire extraction is only $135. At least, it won't hurt in the middle of the night. Then, I don't have to scream while the pain is slowly attacking me! Right now, Im biting very hard onto the cotton to stop the profuse bleeding. Later go Chinese Garden might not be able to sing. Hais.. Bite~Bite~Bite! :D

Mabel's emotional weather report: Looking forward to CG trip :)

Tibits: TFT

             
               In our world of almost 7 billion, 1 billion suffer from hunger and malnutrition, while an equal number face obesity, diabetes, and other health issues related to "overnutrition." TABLE FOR TWO (TFT) rights this imbalance by simultaneously addressing these two opposing problems with a simple meal. In effect, TFT seeks to transfer our excess calories to children in need.

              TFT partners with restaurants, corporate cafeterias, and other food establishments to serve healthy, nutritionally balanced TFT-branded meals. A 25 cent charge is added to the price of these meals, which is used to provide school lunches in countries including Uganda, Rwanda, and Ethiopia.

              When buying a TFT-branded meal, one does good for oneself and for another less fortunate. We like to say that when you dine at TABLE FOR TWO, you never dine alone.

Taken from:http://www.tablefor2.org/tft_usa/about-us/

Photography: Love Letters

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<3

I love you

Cream white box

Letter format with tulips

Scroll in petals

It's standing still

Blue glittery love letter

Green~

Nice poetry :D

Pretty B&W letters

Alphabet (LOVE) Letters

Aww.. so sweet :)

Writing

Are you waiting by the mailbox now? Hehes ^_^

At Home

            
                  Resting at home currently. MY came to visit the sick person here, hehes. We watched final destination together, then later was sharing some of my old photos. The ones I took in Australia 2005 and the Japan photos in 2011. And gave him a letter. I wonder what response will he have... Hence, today was well occupied. When we are happy, time flies fast. Isn't it always like that? :)

Mabel's emotional weather report: Beautiful purplish sunset