Teacher in Panic

          Some of us have the experience of getting so frustrated for not being able to solve a question or understand a concept. Especially when you keep doing papers & questions...

          In fact, there was once I broke into tears when I couldn't solve a maths question. Have been staring at it for 1hour 30minutes. When I got home, my parents got scared and tried to solve the question for me as well.

How I felt.

           Yesterday, I helped one of my friends who got stuck in this chemistry question on hybridisation. She texted me she's crying over not getting the answer for a question. I was just so afraid that she'd break down after crazy weeks of practice. I took a deep breath, determined to help her. However it wasn't easy to understand the concept at first, since I didn't pay attention in class. Desperately wanting to help my friend, within 5 minutes, I understood part of hybridisation. Immediately, I texted her my answer. Of course, there were mistakes here and there, but she managed to pick them all out, I managed to solve the problem eventually.

            I might have sounded calm over the phone. But trust me, inside me, everything's all jumbled up. Motivation was panic driven, combined with worry & confusion. When she almost managed to get it, I let out a long sigh of relief. Hahas, at least she wasn't crying anymore :)

Understanding what teachers do.

I guess it was a good experience being a "teacher in panic". Thanks Jas <3

Photography: Magic Boxes

Looking back at all the gift's I've received. Randomly found the box with following items.

Mirror: By Jas

Letters: By Jas

Key Chain: By Koko

Hello Kitty Globe: Koko

Thanks guys :)

Some pictures of gifts~

Why?

You got me hypnotised, so mesmerised...

And you just got to know...

Simply irresistible. His charm, friendliness, gentleness and everything else.. It's hard to put into words, but i just like him ><

I don't mind him being prideful, hehes :D

Wonder what he thinks of me on the other side :3

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11.11

People say, if you see 11.11 on your watch or clock by coincidence, its a good sign. I saw 11.11pm for two days consecutive. 

Is someone missing me?

I was hoping it was him. It's fine if the person is my family member or friend, because I love them too.

On my side, I miss ____. Its normal?

Having a crush, the sweetness and sourness, both are wonderful. After reading xiaxue's post about "the secret", I feel that having a crush should be a happy thing. Joy more than agony should be how its like. Im happy to be liking someone again.

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Its been a while

Liking someone. A nervous feeling comes to me when ____ is around. I get tensed up easily. My friends call this feeling butterflies in the stomach. Even though wan ling said there are better choices out there... Cant get my eyes of him. Cant stop thinking about it.

Its hard to not smile at words by him that encourages me. But I guess that was only a friendly gesture by him.

I should keep a distance away from him. Stand far & watch. If I get closer, it's like playing with fire, I'll just get burned and hurt. And this is not the time to be thinking about this, A levels. Im going to keep quiet about this. Dont wish anyone else besides those who reads this knows.

It's been a while since I've hid a secret like this :)

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bloggie hello :)

Sometimes i wonder, who are those who visits my blog. Here are all my true thoughts & emotions, unhidden & wide-open.
If I post something on facebook, it's very easy to be noticed. But here, only my deardear friends see it :)
One day, would "he" drop by this page?

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