100th Post: My life changed because of you.

100th post anniversary, read through my 99 posts and felt like each time a post was published, my life changed for the better. And credits goes to everyone who's been with me all the way.

10 People, Thanks to them:

1) Mummy: Dear mum, without you, I'll still be as lost as ever. You gave me guidance when I needed your help. The most loving & practical mum ever in the world. All I wish for, you would always be by my side, and I'll always do the same for you <3

2)Jaslin Pure
Sis, I wouldn't have survived those emotional outbreaks without you. Everything and anything, you are the first person I would talk to. Hahas, been through much more than this, have so much to say but... I shall keep this short :Wuv you sis (n_n)

3) Wan Ling, Babe
Thanks sis, for being open with me and let me know you better. You're really a super nice nice nice person, okays? And Im glad we're still friends. To you who understands me: Wuv u <3

4)

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Teacher in Panic

          Some of us have the experience of getting so frustrated for not being able to solve a question or understand a concept. Especially when you keep doing papers & questions...

          In fact, there was once I broke into tears when I couldn't solve a maths question. Have been staring at it for 1hour 30minutes. When I got home, my parents got scared and tried to solve the question for me as well.

How I felt.

           Yesterday, I helped one of my friends who got stuck in this chemistry question on hybridisation. She texted me she's crying over not getting the answer for a question. I was just so afraid that she'd break down after crazy weeks of practice. I took a deep breath, determined to help her. However it wasn't easy to understand the concept at first, since I didn't pay attention in class. Desperately wanting to help my friend, within 5 minutes, I understood part of hybridisation. Immediately, I texted her my answer. Of course, there were mistakes here and there, but she managed to pick them all out, I managed to solve the problem eventually.

            I might have sounded calm over the phone. But trust me, inside me, everything's all jumbled up. Motivation was panic driven, combined with worry & confusion. When she almost managed to get it, I let out a long sigh of relief. Hahas, at least she wasn't crying anymore :)

Understanding what teachers do.

I guess it was a good experience being a "teacher in panic". Thanks Jas <3

Photography: Magic Boxes

Looking back at all the gift's I've received. Randomly found the box with following items.

Mirror: By Jas

Letters: By Jas

Key Chain: By Koko

Hello Kitty Globe: Koko

Thanks guys :)

Some pictures of gifts~

Why?

You got me hypnotised, so mesmerised...

And you just got to know...

Simply irresistible. His charm, friendliness, gentleness and everything else.. It's hard to put into words, but i just like him ><

I don't mind him being prideful, hehes :D

Wonder what he thinks of me on the other side :3

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11.11

People say, if you see 11.11 on your watch or clock by coincidence, its a good sign. I saw 11.11pm for two days consecutive. 

Is someone missing me?

I was hoping it was him. It's fine if the person is my family member or friend, because I love them too.

On my side, I miss ____. Its normal?

Having a crush, the sweetness and sourness, both are wonderful. After reading xiaxue's post about "the secret", I feel that having a crush should be a happy thing. Joy more than agony should be how its like. Im happy to be liking someone again.

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Its been a while

Liking someone. A nervous feeling comes to me when ____ is around. I get tensed up easily. My friends call this feeling butterflies in the stomach. Even though wan ling said there are better choices out there... Cant get my eyes of him. Cant stop thinking about it.

Its hard to not smile at words by him that encourages me. But I guess that was only a friendly gesture by him.

I should keep a distance away from him. Stand far & watch. If I get closer, it's like playing with fire, I'll just get burned and hurt. And this is not the time to be thinking about this, A levels. Im going to keep quiet about this. Dont wish anyone else besides those who reads this knows.

It's been a while since I've hid a secret like this :)

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bloggie hello :)

Sometimes i wonder, who are those who visits my blog. Here are all my true thoughts & emotions, unhidden & wide-open.
If I post something on facebook, it's very easy to be noticed. But here, only my deardear friends see it :)
One day, would "he" drop by this page?

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Team Spirit x3

Exhausted, energy-drained, perspiration...but voices called out to me, " 1 more! 1 more!"


PE was a very difficult obstacle to clear. We
Ran around the track 5 rounds
+ Additional 5 sets of :

• 10 push ups 
• 10 squat jumps 
• 10 mountain climbers
• 10 reach the ground with 1 leg and 1 hand up

At the pull up station after all of the above, I really had no strength to pull myself up the bar. Exhausted, energy-drained, perspiration...but voices called out to me, " 1 more! 1 more!" The loud cheering and encouragement helped us survive the ordeal. This was a brand new experience. I'm not alone, others are supporting and encouraging me too. With this strong support, my classmate Ren Zhi cleared 21 seconds hanging on the bar. G-O-O-D J-O-B!! Team spirit can bring us far, further than we thought it would.

To my best buddies: With this, all the best for PW!! Gambatte!! :D

Mabel's emotional weather report: Calm

Mardi Gras !!

I’ve had the time of my life 

And I’ve never felt this way before  

And I swear this is true  

And I owe it all to you

Yes, Mardi Gras was the most thrilling and glamorous event on Earth! 

I am proud to have attended. Awesome cheerleading at the start of the parade. I'm totally happy to take photos with my friends and people in costumes~!!! Although the concert for guitar screwed up a litte, but generally Mardi Gras was great fun. Sad I couldn't find the beancurd stall in the end. 

Saw Yu Fang, Olivia, Chen Chang, Xin Ya, Xian Xun and Bob during the event! I'm sure we all had fun. Looking forward to the next Mardi Gras in 2 years!! ^_^

Mabel's emotional weather report: SuPeR-Joy

Lyrics: I have a dream

闹钟的声音 把我梦中惊醒

现实又残酷地摆在眼前

梦中的以前

爱的 喜欢的 追求的

这瞬间 化为乌有

早上房间里 空气有一点冰冷

脑海中只有今天的行程

记不清 以前的 那些开心与不开心

努力的 辛勤的 追梦

让回忆 随风散去

可是 我不想忘记

I have a dream

在我心中还留着那片蓝天

就算梦的花园 远在天边

留下的汗水眼泪 不会被遗忘

我知道 I have a dream

Remembering our friend

Tomorrow, a friend of mine -- Ma LiLian would be going to Canada to further her studies.

We would all miss her. Within these short 10 weeks, maybe we haven't gotten to know each other very well. However, it is truely an enjoyable experience talking, interacting and spending time with LiLian. I'll always remember we were in the same school, same class and same PDP. The cheerfulness and help you brought to me would also be remembered. Thank Lilian for being with Yu Fang and me from the start of junior college to now. I hope she could have a fruitful learning experience at the University of at Canada.

Best Regards, 

Mabel

Headache; The Struggles of JC life

All I can say now is I'm not having enough sleep. Trying very hard to pass my tests.... IT'S NO TIME FOR BLOGGING NOW, 11.23pm  zzzzZZZZZ.

Class Revealed 18/12

                      18th class of 2012 in TJC. I've already found out about my class and my classmates. For the sake of that, I went through great trouble of logging into the matrix. Anyways, all of us take Physics, Chemistry and Maths. Half the class take Chinese Language and Literature while the rest takes Economics. Yesterday's bonding session had made us gotten closer to each other. Hope I'll know my classmates better soon. Though the heritage trail was not as interesting as anticipated, I enjoyed the time spent together-- talking, eating and helping each other out. The sun was burning hot that day, lucky I brought an umberella and shared it with my friends. Looking forward to future class activities :)

Mabel's emotional weather report: Tired but fun

Photography: Guitar

Girl holding guitar

Colourful picks

Cute?

Strum it!

A bunch of them

Perfect display

Fiery awesomeness~~

Once again, hope you enjoyed the presentation :D

Temasek JC Orientation

5 days of orientation, 5 days of craziness. Enjoyed myself totally, met a lot of new friends. About the people there.... They are super rich. The group of friends I was with all had maids. I bet most of them live in bungalows. Apart from being rich, people in my school are generally very polite. I don't hear vulgarities there as often as I have heard when I was in Fuhua :P Cool right? 

Some of the highlights of orientation:

1) Mass dance at Suntec City-- 4 songs, Got 1 is couple dance (^_^) 

2) Wet and Dry Games-- I got totally soaked coz the seniors splashed a full pail of water on us(Horrible T_T)

3) Amazing Race-- Went to Pasir Ris Park and Tampines Mall. The teppan at Tampines Mall is nice (Thumbs up)

4)Xpedition Night-- Many awesome performances. Orientation Night ended off with performance by TJC rock band. I jumped around like crazy :)

5) OG bonding-- Played the advance version of Murderer (Wish I could play again ...)

6) Lastly, all the loud cheering!!! :D

That's for orientation. Regarding CCA ( which TJC calls PDPs), I'm going to join Guitar Ensemble, I heard there's a rock band section, extremely cool!! Had enough of choir in secondary school, moving on to my new PDP.  Hehes :) I've chosen my subject combination too: PA(H2) CA(H1) MA(H2) CLL(H3)

Last but not least, Thanks to all my new friends and the hyper active OGLs, orientation in TJC is wonderful!! (TYVM) <3

Mabel's emotional weather report: Great!!

Dream?!

       
      Today, I woke up in tears. I quarreled with my best friend over money issues and ended up crying in my dream. Had been having really weird dreams nowadays. Previously, there was one whereby Judy made an unnatural disappearance. In the dream, Jaslin begged all of her friends to help her. She consulted a witch and was told 6 of us had to make a trip to hell to bring Judy back. Eventually, the cowardly me escaped from hell but the rest of them stayed there... Just a week or two before results collection, I dreamed of getting 11 points for my L1R5. Yesterday, I saw myself at the doors of  ACJC and AJC... I think NYJC was in too..  Hopefully, it's a good sign :)

Mabel's emotional weather report: Sad

CNY theme

Here comes...

Calligraphy Cookie

CNY cake O_o

Fire the Crackers

Collect as much $ as you can XD

Have a taste of juicy oranges

Yu Sheng!!

Dress well

Go for karaoke during the festive season~~

Hope you enjoyed the presentation :D

Happy New Year!!

Hi blog, no time no see! Hahas. I'll make this post extra long to make up for the days where I haven't been posting.

Let's start with my wishes for 2012:

1. I need to purchase a bass and enroll myself in a course. ( where get $$$$  T_T)

2. Get into a Junior College of my choice, ACJC hopefully (*_*)

3. Score well in all subjects ( nerd time LOL)

4. Improve my singing tactics :)

5. Remain in contact with my current friends and make more friends (^_^)

6. Love my family and bf more :$

Well, thats for this year~!

Ok, done with declaring what I want to achieve. Now, wishing all of you a excellent year ahead. May all your wishes come true!! Happy 2012 and Happy Lunar New Year as well. Remember to get more Ang Paos and treat me to food, kk? Just kidding :)

Mabel's emotional weather report: ALL IS WELL :D